Sunday, April 14, 2013

Fighting Death: Living to Say Something


“I’ve got two death sentences plus 60 years.  I’m never getting out, so I’ve got nothing to lose.”
-       Anonymous Inmate

Hotep,

This environment is generally plagued by the pessimism of those in fear of dying within these prison walls.  Some characters attempt to disguise their fears by adamantly vocalizing their greatest fear.

The above quote can be heard quite regularly in the dayroom of the death row housing unit.  The fear is evident in each and every syllable.  SMH.  This is why I’m thankful for the people around me who actually have something to say.

My man, “Bucktown,” is gradually becoming a fixture of this W2TM movement.  This Brooklynite has taken the elements from an environment of hopelessness and fear to formulate an intoxicatingly profound expression the masses can ingest.  Word is bond!

The author/lyricist spit this expression at me in true MC fashion.  So it’s only right, to turn up the volume and pass the mic.  The voice of “Bucktown” is now upon you. 

Keep on Keepin,

MannofStat
Copyright © 2013 by Leroy Elwood Mann

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Fighting Death



When the doors close and the lights dim and it’s just you and them ghosts utter closeness and memories from the past come to haunt that ass you start to wonder will this be the night they take you under ain’t nowhere to run to nowhere to hide and swallowin your pride ain’t an option when you’re locked in a cell manmade hell you either rebel or succumb to the gloom of the tomb this hellish catacomb the magnitude of my thoughts are fraught with vivid  projections of my life’s conclusion nah I’m not stressin’ just refectin’ pensively mental energy high look into my eyes and you’ll see I’m focused  despite the situation facin’ what I’m facin’ pacin’ waitin anticipatin’ makin’ preparations cause it ain’t gon’ be a pittance of quittance when  it comes to poison liquid drippin’ into my veins I gon’ act insane and I can’t be blamed for my hostility the plan on killin’ me fillin’ me with a lethal combination terminatin’ my life widowing my wife paternally orphaning my kids shortenin’ my moms one kid shi…mentally I spar thoughts spark in the dark as I craft my art from the heart sincerely feel me y’all it’s the essence of a man the presence of a man in a desolate land that’s less than excellent damn can you understand a brotherman that’s lost from the motherland tryin’ to find his way back from a foreign land that has indoctrinated him stripped him of his native tongue he’s gone from a native son to a slave son a victim of situational circumstances a recipient of hurtful glances as he searches for answers among other things a brother sings the blues sometimes confused wishing he can trade in his shoes, but you know life it’s never fair he once has a whole head of hair he has grown older his life is colder he’s got a lot of weight on his shoulders people say his life is over but he’s still fightin’ like a m…f…  soldier.


By Bucktown, a.k.a. Forever, a.k.a. Rodney Taylor
Copyright © 2013 by Rodney Taylor

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