It Kills Me

Hotep,

"It kills me to know how much I really love you."

Melanie Fiona's soul-stirring vocals, about her man’s infidelity have a heart stopping affect on me.

She's expressing how it kills her to know that she's willing to do just about anything to make their relationship work. Understandable, right?

Love is beautiful, indeed, but infidelity is the ultimate betrayal.

It's a horrendous act that can sour love and unleash an ugliness that leaves a lifelong affect on some of us. Holla if ya hear me, Eldridge 'Tiger' Woods. Rest in peace Steve 'Air' McNair. Na mean?

Everyone makes mistakes. Whether it be Billy Packer referring to Allen Iverson, as a 'tough little monkey,"

Or Tim Hardaway unleashing a verbal assault on homosexuality at the All-Star weekend in Vegas. Bottom line?

We all fall short of the greatness of the Creator.

So, mistakes are going to be made. No doubt.

A mistake is similar to a turnover in basketball.

If you try to do too much, at the wrong time, turnovers are inevitable.

My biggest turnover in life was womanizing

When I lived in Cali, I met a wonderful woman.

She uprooted and left her home for me, only to be chased back out west by my womanizing ways.

But still I didn't learn. I was still committing crazy turnovers.

Vowing to be married, working for American Airlines and womanizing from state to state was a recipe for disaster. Na mean?

Eldridge 'Tiger' Woods almost became a statistic when his wife went 'Rambo' with his 9-iron.

I can strongly relate to Tiger's situation.

Both of us survived the ugliness that our own infidelities bred. Steve 'Sir' McNair wasn't as fortunate. Feel me?

I conclude that womanizing is my biggest turnover, not murder.

My codefendant has been on the street since 2003.

She is the beneficiary of the state’s rush to judgment.

I am the result of the state's turnover. Word is bond.

I'm gone,
Mannofstat

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