Losing the people we love will always test the integrity of
our spiritual soundness. Loving someone
does not subside when the prison gates close or the Plexiglas distorts your
view of the other side. Young or elderly
having love and hurting for the loss of another person is an extant practice
that tethers the human species.
I first met Keith Wiley (Chino) when he was 21 years
old. Death is a common topic of
discussion between men condemned to die.
It is the reality of our dire circumstance; yet never easy to accept
when we experience death’s effect through someone we love dearly.
The October 2015 death of Mary Elizabeth Hewlett compelled
Chino to reflect on his homegirl; a platonic relationship that was tighter than
most. “I felt bad learning about her
death 9 months after the fact. I was
trying to track her down and she was already dead. I was actually expecting to hear from her
again.” The words of a friend missing a friend.
I haven’t come across many friends since I’ve been in
prison, but Chino is the real deal. It’s
only right that I share in the mourning of a close friend, sister, daughter,
and mother of two (Devin & Destiny).
“Roses are prayers.
Prayers take different forms when they reach the other side; I believe
sincere spirituality laced in the loyalty of a loving friend. This is how Chino pays homage to his
homegirl, ‘Mar-dogg.’
100,
MannofStat
Copyright © 2016 by Leroy Elwood Mann
Port City Rose
You know, it’s not like me to fumble with my words,
especially when it comes to you, but I ain’t never have to speak to you under
the present circumstances. I reckon on
one hand it’s good cause you’ll understand me now better than you ever
have. Damn, Mar-dogg, what
happened? I got word about two weeks ago
from my lil’ bro (he’s friends with Brittany).
Initially he wasn’t sure and at the point I was hoping it
was anybody but you! I actually thought
it might be Mike. We just got the phones
on the Row (yeah, you read that right) and I was pushin’ to get at your number! Which is
how I found out… I can’t help but notice it was October. Seems so much has happened in that month
during my life.
Looking at it now it’s almost expected that you’d take
flight then. So, how’re you doing? Chino
Niqora’ 😉 remember that? Myself, I am maintaining
by the grace of God. Still pushing to
hit them bricks. My chances are greater
than ever now; I got a real tight issue, know what I’m sayin’? You probably sayin’, “ain’t that a bitch:
this fool outlasted me and he’s on death row!” Crazy ain’t it? God lays down the plans for us.
Speaking of God, them roses you’ve been getting lately are
from me. I’m Catholic now, have been for
a few years now. Trust that I’m always
going to send them up as well as stay in Moma-Mary’s ear about you! I’m going
to need you to do the same for me: ain’t too much changed. 😌 Right now I’m trying
to get in touch with anybody to bring me up to speed on things with you.
I’ve not met Devin and Destiny yet, but I assure you that
once I touch down, I’ll find them. So
long as I’m round, they’ll need for nada!
Make them feel that… I LOVE you girl, always have, and always will. You were a Port City rose from crown to
ground! I’m going to miss you: that drawl, the Kim-N-Lines 😉, and your letters
during my years here. I won’t forget! Trust that I’ll carry you in heart for the rest of my days. Til we meet up again,
stay up-n-true; it’s all good.
Love Always,
Keith
(Chino Loc)
Mary Elizabeth Hewlett
2-7-1977 ~ 10-10-2015
R.I.P.
Please pass on my condolences to Chino. I reckon heaven/the afterlife will be an interesting place where the soul really begins to glow. Denise McNamee
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