
Hotep,
I take pride in where I’m from, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Now, don’t mistake pride for arrogance, but I really miss living in Philly.
That H-town tune comes to mind when I think of my city.
That classic joint “Emotions makes you cry sometime.”
Hearing those heartfelt lyrics brings back some great memories.
Like the first time I picked up a basketball,
Going to my first Sixers’ game,
Or, being 11 years old and meeting my first love.
These memories are the foundation of my youth, the blueprint of my being. Feel me?
My feet pounding the pavements of North Philly, is a feeling I long to experience again.
From the Row to the street, a dream Glenn Chapmen made a reality the day he left death row and spent the night at his family’s home. Real talk.
The storms of death row have been tumultuous.
Walking through the gates to freedom will be a much deserved relief.
But, coming in out of the storm doesn’t mean the rain has stopped.
It’s still there. You’ve just moved to a better place.
But, when the rain does stop, I’ll still be holding my umbrella, never forgetting what it all means.
Death row is not recognition, it’s not excitement and it damn sure ain’t no record label.
But all the same, the experience of death row is life altering, changing me forever and forcing me to understand that good people can be put in bad situations. Holla if you hear me Pac.
What does it all mean?
Death row means loneliness.
It means days and nights of dismal feelings.
It means redundant conversations founded on pessimism.
It means awaking to hardened hearts and falling asleep with hopes to awake no more. Feel me?
To my brothers who have recently reunited with their long awaited freedom, I applaud you.
You’ve opened the doors and your Mannofstat is coming through.
Remember, Worthy Opportunities Reveal Diligence
I’m out like Glenn Chapman
Be Easy,
Mannofstat
Copyright © 2010 by Leroy Mann